The cold wind that touches my face and arms and the darkness of the rainy night left me feel afraid. Sitting in this chair while making this kills my time thinking I'm all alone this time. I asked myself not just once. "Mom, Dad, where are you? " Even if I know they are not around. "Guys, are you there?" Asking again when I know the answer is not. 6:55 pm in my watch, still shaking from both fear and coldness. What if something will happen? What if I will be attacked by someone while I'm all alone in this house?I am not familiar with this feeling, that feeling when yes, you can do whatever what you wanted to but feeling empty because there's no point when you laugh loud but you are alone right there.
Staring at the screen keeps we wonder, what are they doing now? Are they happy this time? Maybe yes. All I know, the one who will never leave me is God. I asked myself, "Why would I be afraid?"
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